Believe me, I know your grief. My grandson died three years ago at 24. I'm not sure I'm over it yet. I don't know if I ever will. It's only recently that I can mention him without choking up.
I believe you do, Lou. The agony of losing those whose time should not have come yet is difficult to deal with. I am very sorry for your loss, Lou. That is far to young for someone to meet eternity. As I've come to understand, you don't get over it. You learn how to live with the loss.